i have lay here in this same position for god knows how many hours. Laying here reading over old messages from you. Words that used to keep me up at night smiling are tonight filling my eyes with tears. I hate that i cant let you go...no matter how far from your mind i am.
I believed every line you ever fed me now im stuck with this feeling.
I feel worthless and i hate you for making me this way. But moreso i hate myself for letting you mean so much to me.
I miss you and you were never really mine to miss in the first place...