all actions that are taking up my thoughts and my head space.
there are also the thoughts of you.
these are the thoughts that i dont want the most
as much as i try your face and your words sit on the back of my eyelids, projected through every thought i think.
i dont want to be thinking of you
knowing id never enter into your mind
you can have everything you want
you probably already do
and ill just sit here
the hopeless kid that i am
and continually tell myself
that i wont ever have any sort of feelings for you
and i wont
as hard as i try i wont let myself fall for you
it wouldnt be worth all the hurting...