how is it that...

when i want someone in my life there is no one
when i dont have feelings for anybody
no one else wants to come along

but now i have feelings for you
and all these boys are coming along
i am so confused and i dont know what to do
well there is really only one id consider
too bad that he is like one of that stupid boys good friends
i feel rather bad
and i feel like crap
i cant stop thinking about him :/